someone kill me - Page 2

Kegmama · 11.02.2008, 02:41 AM

Sounds like you are 17 going on 18, and dealing with feelings that everyone of us who has had to grow up has felt at some point.The future is scary! But it is all about what you make of it man! Take peace in knowing that you are not alone in feeling those depressing thoughts, the masses are asses. But, don't let negative thoughts consume you. A positive attitude emits positive energy in effect causing positive things to happen!

Kegmama · 11.02.2008, 02:41 AM

BTW- If I was going to kill you I'd have to have fun while doing it, thus torture and a slow painful death would ensue...

Alex's Trip · 11.02.2008, 02:44 AM

Collective suffering doesn't make it better.

You may slowly kill me if need be.

pbradley · 11.02.2008, 03:35 AM

So what do you want (apart from dying)?

What would you like here?

greedrex · 11.02.2008, 03:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Alex's Trip

The future scares me. I'm losing the ability to empathize with people because humanity is a joke. Nothing matters. Suffering doesn't matter. I'm struggling to find some kind of peace and I am failing. I can't forget about it anymore. It all just keeps coming up. I'm lonely. It's all too much.

man this is me in my very early twenties.....
I really focused on recording music at that time and tried as much as possible to turn this existential/nihilistic junk into creative art. At that time i would also do large collages, writing and so recording music on the four track. With hindsight this period of time must have been my most creative, albeit maybe not the "best".
try to express it all through whichever media suits you.
I also travelled a whole lot, on my own, meeting weird people on my way.
What you explain is not "abnormal" in any way, i believe it's part of your "Buildungs" process.
take care!

shentov · 11.03.2008, 02:13 AM

Alex, just get plastered, and then whoa! problem solved... until next morning.

davenotdead · 11.03.2008, 02:36 PM

sounds like you need to catch some spiritual fire brother

alteredcourse · 11.03.2008, 04:12 PM

I know how you feel, in my own way.....totally stuck. No outlet for it. Feel like I shoulda known how by now.

Fuckit!

EVOLghost · 11.03.2008, 10:42 PM

Go break guitars on amps...I mean....that always sounds like fun.

11.02.2008, 02:41 AM	#21
Kegmama empty page Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: So. Cal Posts: 0	Sounds like you are 17 going on 18, and dealing with feelings that everyone of us who has had to grow up has felt at some point.The future is scary! But it is all about what you make of it man! Take peace in knowing that you are not alone in feeling those depressing thoughts, the masses are asses. But, don't let negative thoughts consume you. A positive attitude emits positive energy in effect causing positive things to happen! __________________ "Go forth.. GO FORTH & THRASH!"
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11.02.2008, 02:41 AM	#22
Kegmama empty page Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: So. Cal Posts: 0	BTW- If I was going to kill you I'd have to have fun while doing it, thus torture and a slow painful death would ensue... __________________ "Go forth.. GO FORTH & THRASH!"
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11.02.2008, 02:44 AM	#23
Alex's Trip invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Southern California Posts: 5,608	Collective suffering doesn't make it better. You may slowly kill me if need be. __________________ KALOPSIA
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11.02.2008, 03:35 AM	#24
pbradley invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: SoKo Posts: 10,621	So what do you want (apart from dying)? What would you like here?
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11.03.2008, 02:13 AM	#26
shentov expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Bulgaria Posts: 1,223	Alex, just get plastered, and then whoa! problem solved... until next morning.
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11.03.2008, 02:36 PM	#27
davenotdead invito al cielo Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 7,784	sounds like you need to catch some spiritual fire brother __________________
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11.03.2008, 04:12 PM	#28
alteredcourse expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 1,503	I know how you feel, in my own way.....totally stuck. No outlet for it. Feel like I shoulda known how by now. Fuckit!
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11.03.2008, 10:42 PM	#29
EVOLghost invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: cybatraz! Posts: 11,537	Go break guitars on amps...I mean....that always sounds like fun.
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