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DeadDiscoDildo · 10.15.2009, 12:03 AM

Enough! Im getting even more depressed about my situation!
I have mono and cant even go make out with new chicks, I lay around resting all day and thinking about my old girl, who is clearly moved on and told me "I cant have her back and I need to get over it or I'll be miserable"...nice one, thanks!

I dont have any new girls lined up, and most girls in cincy are gross or half retarded....so that means I have to go out and actually meet new chicks...but I get bored with them because my last one was basically the female version of me and Im very narcisistic! What I mean is, she painted, she sang, she played guitar, she was intelligent, she was an outsider, she was weird and dressed weird and I cant find that in anyone else right now so I lose interest...and I was used to being alone, I was along for awhile before I met my current ex, but we connected so deep and the sex was so good I dont think I can be alone again, or I dont know how...Im too addicted to the emotional and the physical...

The only chick I almost fucked was a friend of a friend and I found out (before I fucked her thank god) that she has a huge jock boyfriend and a nice VD! haha...thank god I passed that one by...

I'm losing my mind. Pretty sure...yep there it goes.

alteredcourse · 10.15.2009, 12:04 AM

Dead_Air, none of my business, but why do you allow the extra relationship? Are you trying to be progressive and laid back and tolerant? Was there some kind of ultimatum where if you dont put up with her desires then the entire world changes?

It doesnt sound like youre too happy with the situation. Sorry for that.

atsonicpark · 10.15.2009, 12:06 AM

*joins okcupid.com*

alteredcourse · 10.15.2009, 12:06 AM

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Originally Posted by atsonicpark

After I cum (and cry), I pull my pants up and post on here.

YOU GUYS ARE READING MY CUMMY WORDS RIGHT NOW

Sorry adam, I must clarify: Why do you cry ? Are you upset over your losses? Or do you feel a disconnect between your physical orgasm and your mind, like youre not even there to enjoy it? or?

DeadDiscoDildo · 10.15.2009, 12:07 AM

^^Because he has to do it himself now and there is noone there to enjoy the special moment with the special men...

DeadDiscoDildo · 10.15.2009, 12:07 AM

Btw, after reading my post and most of yr posts...we're all a bunch of pussies and I make myself sick...

amerikangod · 10.15.2009, 12:09 AM

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Originally Posted by DeadDiscoDildo

Btw, after reading my post and most of yr posts...we're all a bunch of pussies and I make myself sick...

Not me. 100% beefcake dude.

atsonicpark · 10.15.2009, 12:10 AM

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Originally Posted by alteredcourse

Sorry adam, I must clarify: Why do you cry ? Are you upset over your losses? Or do you feel a disconnect between your physical orgasm and your mind, like youre not even there to enjoy it? or?

Cumming reminds me of my x-girlfriend.

I dunno if I ever said this, but I never jerked off before I met a girl. I came the first time I got a handjob for the first time. In fact, I didn't jack off until I was.. um.. 16 or so, so nearly 2 years later! I dunno why. I spent a good year making up for the time lost haha. But yeah honestly in the past 7 years, I've jerked off very rarely, solo -- I've always had a girl to do it for me (that sentence sounds kinda bad but I don't know how else to word it -- but yeah the pleasure was mutual, I was getting them/her off too).

So I guess I associate cumming with being with her. And it's just not the same. It just feels... wrong to me. Not that it IS wrong, it just feels weird. Like I'm not even there to enjoy it.. yeah, that sounds about right.

phoenix · 10.15.2009, 12:10 AM

I'm not a pussy.

Dead-Air · 10.15.2009, 12:10 AM

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Originally Posted by alteredcourse

Dead_Air, none of my business, but why do you allow the extra relationship? Are you trying to be progressive and laid back and tolerant? Was there some kind of ultimatum where if you dont put up with her desires then the entire world changes?

It doesnt sound like youre too happy with the situation. Sorry for that.

I pretty well answered that in the rest of the thread. Our relationship is probably really over, it seems that way right now. I'm not allowing anything, just figuring out the easiest way out of a huge financial mess and breaking it to all of the family, and protecting our son.

Meanwhile we do sleep together and find ourselves kissing and saying I love you. I don't think sex is too likely, but I also am experiencing that whatever I think is going on will likely seem totally different tomorrow. I'm more interested in spending the energy going after other people than her though, and that's a major change in me as of about nine days ago (and it was kind of overnight then).

amerikangod · 10.15.2009, 12:13 AM

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Originally Posted by atsonicpark

Cumming reminds me of my x-girlfriend.

So it's time to make new associations.

Start with some tasty latina's ass.

phoenix · 10.15.2009, 12:16 AM

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Originally Posted by DeadDiscoDildo

What I mean is, she painted, she sang, she played guitar, she was intelligent, she was an outsider, she was weird and dressed weird and I cant find that in anyone else right now

I can't sing for shit or play guitar well(I keep wanting to find a boyfriend who will teach me) but I do all the others. My drumming is alright and I have a host of other nonsensical talents.

how's that?

atsonicpark · 10.15.2009, 12:17 AM

I'd teach you how to play a power chord.

amerikangod · 10.15.2009, 12:18 AM

I'd teach you how to play rusty trombone.

alteredcourse · 10.15.2009, 12:19 AM

Ah, apologies Dead-Air, when I'd backtracked I'd only noticed a lot about sugar.

Hmmm Hmmm, you actually have the energy to pursue other women ?
Yeah, youre definitely in one of lifes major gray points, where you adore someone and have strong bonds with someone, but somehow you're going someplace else.

How important is sex in your relationship, if you dont mind me asking? I mean, could you allow strong bonds to exist but have a wandered sexual compatibility, or is that kind of bond a true necessity ?

Dead-Air · 10.15.2009, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by atsonicpark

I'd teach you how to play a power chord.

I'd teach her how not to play a power chord! If you can drum you can guitar, as a guitar should be played like a drum.

DeadDiscoDildo · 10.15.2009, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by phoenix

I'm not a pussy.

yr a sweetheart :-)

phoenix · 10.15.2009, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by atsonicpark

I'd teach you how to play a power chord.

I've been taught little things by lots of people but always forget them when I'm by myself. As soon as someone is sitting next to me and telling me again I half remember. I was just never meant to understand the concept I think. Unless there is some mathematical way to understand it that no one has bothered to show me yet.

phoenix · 10.15.2009, 12:21 AM

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Originally Posted by amerikangod

I'd teach you how to play rusty trombone.

are you talking about your dick again?

alteredcourse · 10.15.2009, 12:23 AM

Phoenix : its the guys that want to seduce you with a guitar that you should kick in the face and nuts simultaneously, chun-li style, I'll tell you right there. Not that you asked, sorry.

Adam : Ahh...thats pretty heavy. It is. Its sacred, even if you dont want it to be. But you know, you could burn everything you know to the ground and sorta "take it back", so to say. Make it all your own. Otherwise you'll be willingly shackling yourself to her, maybe to preserve her. But that hurts you, or, one of the most private things a person can do.

10.15.2009, 12:03 AM	#101
DeadDiscoDildo invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 3,805	Enough! Im getting even more depressed about my situation! I have mono and cant even go make out with new chicks, I lay around resting all day and thinking about my old girl, who is clearly moved on and told me "I cant have her back and I need to get over it or I'll be miserable"...nice one, thanks! I dont have any new girls lined up, and most girls in cincy are gross or half retarded....so that means I have to go out and actually meet new chicks...but I get bored with them because my last one was basically the female version of me and Im very narcisistic! What I mean is, she painted, she sang, she played guitar, she was intelligent, she was an outsider, she was weird and dressed weird and I cant find that in anyone else right now so I lose interest...and I was used to being alone, I was along for awhile before I met my current ex, but we connected so deep and the sex was so good I dont think I can be alone again, or I dont know how...Im too addicted to the emotional and the physical... The only chick I almost fucked was a friend of a friend and I found out (before I fucked her thank god) that she has a huge jock boyfriend and a nice VD! haha...thank god I passed that one by... I'm losing my mind. Pretty sure...yep there it goes.
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10.15.2009, 12:04 AM	#102
alteredcourse expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 1,503	Dead_Air, none of my business, but why do you allow the extra relationship? Are you trying to be progressive and laid back and tolerant? Was there some kind of ultimatum where if you dont put up with her desires then the entire world changes? It doesnt sound like youre too happy with the situation. Sorry for that.
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10.15.2009, 12:06 AM	#103
atsonicpark invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2006 Posts: 28,843	joins okcupid.com __________________
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10.15.2009, 12:07 AM	#105
DeadDiscoDildo invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 3,805	^^Because he has to do it himself now and there is noone there to enjoy the special moment with the special men...
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10.15.2009, 12:07 AM	#106
DeadDiscoDildo invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 3,805	Btw, after reading my post and most of yr posts...we're all a bunch of pussies and I make myself sick...
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10.15.2009, 12:10 AM	#109
phoenix invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: the future where it's hot and dark Posts: 5,926	I'm not a pussy. __________________ tiny and lost.
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10.15.2009, 12:17 AM	#113
atsonicpark invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2006 Posts: 28,843	I'd teach you how to play a power chord. __________________
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amerikangod invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 1,761	I'd teach you how to play rusty trombone. __________________
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10.15.2009, 12:19 AM	#115
alteredcourse expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 1,503	Ah, apologies Dead-Air, when I'd backtracked I'd only noticed a lot about sugar. Hmmm Hmmm, you actually have the energy to pursue other women ? Yeah, youre definitely in one of lifes major gray points, where you adore someone and have strong bonds with someone, but somehow you're going someplace else. How important is sex in your relationship, if you dont mind me asking? I mean, could you allow strong bonds to exist but have a wandered sexual compatibility, or is that kind of bond a true necessity ?
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10.15.2009, 12:23 AM	#120
alteredcourse expwy. to yr skull Join Date: Jun 2006 Posts: 1,503	Phoenix : its the guys that want to seduce you with a guitar that you should kick in the face and nuts simultaneously, chun-li style, I'll tell you right there. Not that you asked, sorry. Adam : Ahh...thats pretty heavy. It is. Its sacred, even if you dont want it to be. But you know, you could burn everything you know to the ground and sorta "take it back", so to say. Make it all your own. Otherwise you'll be willingly shackling yourself to her, maybe to preserve her. But that hurts you, or, one of the most private things a person can do.
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