[gast30]

you know the satellite king is a really difficult storie

and that's where i leave the satellite king
stories from the far

like comic heroes that have a long history
not a 1-2-3 storie you can follow

the best way to explain this is my own experience with the movie the fisher king
i seen it when i was young

then i didn't understand the movie
i didn't understand the bum life
i didn't understand the insanity the teacher got in after loosing his wife in a car accident ( i think, not sure)

many years later
a friend of mine lost his girlfriend to cancer
and he got all the way insaine about it
lost his mind and stuff

and see and realise that homeless life isn't allways sunshine
alcoholics slowly die in winters (or summer)
clinics full of dementing alcoholics packed on the floor
because there isn't enough room
nurses that don't know where to begin

and so i hope i could explain a bit of things
with this example
sort of surviving in a crazy world
where there are still friends, real friends that can help you stear away from the ugly sideroads without beeing an authority
still leaving life unchanged

a world where you can believe in good, friendship & love
where it's real

if
and that is
if you really love it
the satellite king will shine a A*beam on you

[gast30]

i made a correction today in chapter 5 Fall
forgot about the word 'lost'

...
like a yearly echo
lost in nomansland

[gast30]

i'm now i'm off for a siesta
till later in the far future

[Gulasch Noir]

i just had to refuse a credit inquiry from a guy of pakistani origin with five children due to his low income.

[Gulasch Noir]

now I imagined you killing ants and kissing cockroaches. Glad to hear from your relief.

I'd like to have a coffee now, but lunch break is over.

[Gulasch Noir]

 

What a picture (the lady was called Amelia Dyer)

[gast30]

^^ lady???
looks like jack the ripper to me lol

[gast30]

and so it becomes night
i look at the skie
only for 20 % visable stars
because of all the light pollution (belgium)

what has become of the world

[gast30]

it's the 25th and i still didn't pay rent
because of sapian apes that can't use computers

so i worked for an interim bureau doing vegtables at a supermarket under a longtime unemployed status that gives taxcuts to the workgiver

the normal procedure is after the work, finishing the paperwork
a few mouseclicks on the computer

they didn't do this
so i don't recieve any money
went to ask what's wrong on another office for unemployment recievments (something)

they said the paperwork isn't arrived
i go to the interim bureau and say that i need the papers to be fixed
they said
yes yes, we do this automaticly

so i wait
after one week
no money
i go back to ask what is wrong they say the paperwork
i go back to the interim bureau and say that they need to fix the papers and mail it online to the unemployment bureau as soon as possible

after 1 week i recieve a paper in the mail
now tommorow gonna bring that paper in
and have to wait another week before my monney is transferd to my bankaccount
so i can pay the rent

what is 1 minute of normal intelligent online computerwork , only a few mouse cliks

is in reality more then 25 days

how do i teach these LOW BRAINS the use of computers

[gast30]

oh i know
when it comes to money
the sapian isn't so modern anymore in using the computer
because it has a handicapt called fraude / corruption

oh my god
all the childeren in the future are gonna know about it

[gast30]

they think because i have pushed a digital passport down on me
that i'm also gonna eat their lies and all the shit that comes out of the sapian animal

[gast30]

pff enough bullshit of the lowbrain system 2011

i really wish there was something to do
there is nothing that interst me

enough of this online typing on forums
going for a walk

[gast30]

had fries & beer

[SONIC GAIL]

Ryan tried to choke me out yesterday. ASSHOLIO

[dirty bunny]

I may be re-crushing on my friend. :-o

[gast30]

whatever you do nefeli don't create anymore LOWBRAIN SYSTEM

you woundn't believe what i have to do today

so, i'm in this imaginairy MID CLASS ( poor people that have a job) 'thing' somewhere in 2011

because i went to work had an encounter with the LOWBRAIN SYSTEMS
like there is nothing else on the planet to live for

because of lowbrain paperwork > that refuses the use of computers and online fast intelligent 'things' >
i still didn't recieve any money
now i still didn't pay rent
have to go to the last hope bureau of the poor
if they can give me money to pay the rent

like i have nothing else to do on this lowbrain planet

OK i confess that it took 2 million years for apes that climed down the trees and start walking to have computers and walk on the moon

but that doesn't change anything in the universe

i don't live in a 3D comptergame
this is the modernday
and i'm surrounded by 90% lowbrain apes

it's easy to trow an knife
like KARMA

of course the ape that climed down the tree is going to fuck up the planet

stick that KARMA back to from wich apebrain it come from

[gast30]

pfff enough of this f**king lowbrain planet
i'm tired of this ape planet
and for more then 1 day

[gast30]

where was i
after this terrible day i had to listen to macho bullshit dudes & emo-girls singing on piano hearthbreaking song on the radio
in a place where they placed discusting art on the wall that you want to vomit from the first look at it

oh, i know

chapter 6 The winter

a frozen glove on the street
was the evidence
of the first winternight
in wich a weakend by alchol
landanimal
wearing the other glove
didn't survive

not like it's origin
that survived
worse
traveling through space
on meteorites

ice crystals write
themself
on windows
in the unwritten ways
of nature
that shape water molecules
in automated order
in mathematical dimensions

what didn't write itself
was the modernday
coming out
like a surprize
from a bubblegum slot

 

[gast30]

i'm going to talk with the spiders in my living room
it's more fun

[floatingslowly]

say hi to Lolth for me.