Do you ever get that feeling....

_slavo_ · 04.27.2006, 07:22 AM

that everything is fucked up?
that everything is just going to hell?

that every single thing you do just makes things worse???

do you ever think about leaving?

Glice · 04.27.2006, 07:27 AM

Nah. Just have a wank, that'll sort you out.

_slavo_ · 04.27.2006, 07:36 AM

LOL LOL LOL

hahahaha that was neat

fishmonkey · 04.27.2006, 08:34 AM

i have to say, a wank calms me down as well, but i do, i know what you mean man,some days been stressed outa the head makes you see things in a mad light, get stoned, that usually works for me also

Trasher02 · 04.27.2006, 10:04 AM

getting stoned is an escape from the real world and i love it

_slavo_ · 04.27.2006, 10:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Trasher02

getting stoned is an escape from the real world and i love it

I never risk getting stoned while depressed...can mess my head up big time.

Trasher02 · 04.27.2006, 10:16 AM

that's true, to me it's not really an escape from depression more an escape from school-thoughts

porkmarras · 04.27.2006, 10:16 AM

It would take more than a wank to calm me down.A shag would do.

screamingskull · 04.27.2006, 10:22 AM

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Originally Posted by _slavo_

that everything is fucked up?
that everything is just going to hell?

that every single thing you do just makes things worse???

do you ever think about leaving?

what do you mean by leaving?, like leaving town or commiting suicide?.

Trasher02 · 04.27.2006, 10:26 AM

thought about it but then i thought how stupid it would be to do it. the temptation could be big but think about how many people you would hurt by doing it, and you can never know what's going to happen in the future that would make you feel better. Besides it's to emo anyway

screamingskull · 04.27.2006, 10:39 AM

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Originally Posted by Trasher02

thought about it but then i thought how stupid it would be to do it. the temptation could be big but think about how many people you would hurt by doing it, and you can never know what's going to happen in the future that would make you feel better. Besides it's to emo anyway

ha ha ha yeah, it just come into my head all the time like a big black cloud. its like a system, or a way to bail out, i tell myself "get a bad grade-kill myself" "get a good grade-dont kill myself". its like im constantly trying to find a reason to keep living. at the moment im sticking around because i really want to hear sonic youth new album and see them live again, oh and i just bought tickets to see Bob Mould in June.

Everyneurotic · 04.27.2006, 10:55 AM

i tried killing myself twice ten years ago.

yeah, i get that feeling slavo, sometimes it just seems like everything sucks and everything you do isn't enough, then somedays aren't as bad

fishmonkey · 04.27.2006, 11:23 AM

i have to say i tried it too, but it was a long time ago, my Dad sussed me out and to be honest, it all got a little embarrasing then, its not the answer at all and while sometimes i do kinda have a sick fantasy of playing "brother james" or "the diamons sea" (full length version of course!) at my funeral, life is far too precious to me these days and somehow i'm at the stage i was at when i was 10 again, there just aint enough hours in the day for me, sure i get depressed every so often and some days more than others, but you gotta hang on man, life is for livin, not for ending before your time

HaydenAsche · 04.27.2006, 11:32 AM

I know exactly what you are saying.

!@#$%! · 04.27.2006, 11:43 AM

as someone who in the past has suffered from more or less damaging bouts of depression, i'd recommend that anyone who is chronically depressed seek treatment. no, don't just pop pills. no, don't just talk & talk. no, don't self-medicate with booze, weed, compulsive wanking, cocaine, the internet, whatever. get theraphy and medication--with a prescription of course, work out your issues, become sane, you'll feel better, i swear, by my left testicle i do. i can also tell you that many shrinks are crazy fucked up people so shop around like you would for shoes, find the one that fits, work hard, it will pay off. same with the medication-- test, report, test again, find a formula that works. ok i gotta go to work now.

hey alex · 04.27.2006, 12:29 PM

Yea, i get you slavo. I'm swinging around on the issue myself right now. DO I love her or am I just looking to be loved?

Trasher02 · 04.27.2006, 01:32 PM

i'm suprised to see so many people who tried to kill themselfs.
For everyone who's thinking about doing it should first think about the things he would give up when he does that and remember these words:"Don't be so emo!"

krastian · 04.27.2006, 01:40 PM

Yes, Yes, Yes, and Yes.

Inhuman · 04.27.2006, 01:42 PM

I've never attempted it myself, but 95% of my friends have. My girlfriend was really upset for a long time because her friend shot himself in the head

. I really never understood the whole concept of relieving pain by cutting though, it seems that there's an overwhelming amount of people doing it nowadays.

Everyneurotic · 04.27.2006, 01:56 PM

funny thing is, i'm feeling a lot like i did ten years ago, getting very upset about little stuff and feeling bad most of the time. but i don't feel like suicide is an option at all.

i am, though, looking forward to getting shitfaced drunk this weekend, i deserve it.

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04.27.2006, 07:36 AM	#3
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04.27.2006, 08:34 AM	#4
fishmonkey invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ireland Posts: 2,670	i have to say, a wank calms me down as well, but i do, i know what you mean man,some days been stressed outa the head makes you see things in a mad light, get stoned, that usually works for me also __________________ "Pescescimmia ha grandi bulbi oculari blu, ognuno attaccato su un lato della sua testa, in modo tale da risucire a guardare indietro senza girare la sua testa pesciosa"
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Trasher02 invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 6,356	getting stoned is an escape from the real world and i love it __________________ 666
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04.27.2006, 10:16 AM	#7
Trasher02 invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 6,356	that's true, to me it's not really an escape from depression more an escape from school-thoughts __________________ 666
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04.27.2006, 10:26 AM	#10
Trasher02 invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 6,356	thought about it but then i thought how stupid it would be to do it. the temptation could be big but think about how many people you would hurt by doing it, and you can never know what's going to happen in the future that would make you feel better. Besides it's to emo anyway __________________ 666
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04.27.2006, 10:55 AM	#12
Everyneurotic invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Mexico Posts: 15,713	i tried killing myself twice ten years ago. yeah, i get that feeling slavo, sometimes it just seems like everything sucks and everything you do isn't enough, then somedays aren't as bad __________________ Richard Clayderman found alive and still bland! Repo Man has all night! Photographic evidence of Monosodic's existance! New Kiddieriot shit after all! Never too late to share fave rex from the year before! David Keenan is a douchebag! Ron Asheton missed!
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04.27.2006, 11:23 AM	#13
fishmonkey invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ireland Posts: 2,670	i have to say i tried it too, but it was a long time ago, my Dad sussed me out and to be honest, it all got a little embarrasing then, its not the answer at all and while sometimes i do kinda have a sick fantasy of playing "brother james" or "the diamons sea" (full length version of course!) at my funeral, life is far too precious to me these days and somehow i'm at the stage i was at when i was 10 again, there just aint enough hours in the day for me, sure i get depressed every so often and some days more than others, but you gotta hang on man, life is for livin, not for ending before your time __________________ "Pescescimmia ha grandi bulbi oculari blu, ognuno attaccato su un lato della sua testa, in modo tale da risucire a guardare indietro senza girare la sua testa pesciosa"
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04.27.2006, 11:32 AM	#14
HaydenAsche invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 10,755	I know exactly what you are saying. __________________ rip
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04.27.2006, 11:43 AM	#15
!@#$%! invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: mars attacks Posts: 42,462	as someone who in the past has suffered from more or less damaging bouts of depression, i'd recommend that anyone who is chronically depressed seek treatment. no, don't just pop pills. no, don't just talk & talk. no, don't self-medicate with booze, weed, compulsive wanking, cocaine, the internet, whatever. get theraphy and medication--with a prescription of course, work out your issues, become sane, you'll feel better, i swear, by my left testicle i do. i can also tell you that many shrinks are crazy fucked up people so shop around like you would for shoes, find the one that fits, work hard, it will pay off. same with the medication-- test, report, test again, find a formula that works. ok i gotta go to work now.
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04.27.2006, 12:29 PM	#16
hey alex the end of the ugly Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 791	Yea, i get you slavo. I'm swinging around on the issue myself right now. DO I love her or am I just looking to be loved? __________________ Duran Duran's 1995 covers album Thank You was recently voted the worst album of all time by a Q magazine poll. Although we respectfully disagree (Sonic Youth's NYC Ghosts & Flowers is clearly the worst album of all time) -Pitchfork (hahahah!) Here's a myspace of my music and 4-track ramblings the electric kites--the jamz of me n my friends
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04.27.2006, 01:32 PM	#17
Trasher02 invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 6,356	i'm suprised to see so many people who tried to kill themselfs. For everyone who's thinking about doing it should first think about the things he would give up when he does that and remember these words:"Don't be so emo!" __________________ 666
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04.27.2006, 01:42 PM	#19
Inhuman invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Montreal Posts: 5,807	I've never attempted it myself, but 95% of my friends have. My girlfriend was really upset for a long time because her friend shot himself in the head . I really never understood the whole concept of relieving pain by cutting though, it seems that there's an overwhelming amount of people doing it nowadays. __________________ Inhuman no longer dwells on here. http://about.me/robinbastien
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04.27.2006, 01:56 PM	#20
Everyneurotic invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Mexico Posts: 15,713	funny thing is, i'm feeling a lot like i did ten years ago, getting very upset about little stuff and feeling bad most of the time. but i don't feel like suicide is an option at all. i am, though, looking forward to getting shitfaced drunk this weekend, i deserve it. __________________ Richard Clayderman found alive and still bland! Repo Man has all night! Photographic evidence of Monosodic's existance! New Kiddieriot shit after all! Never too late to share fave rex from the year before! David Keenan is a douchebag! Ron Asheton missed!
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