[SONIC GAIL]

God has no sex or body. I use "he" for a lack of a better word.

[gmku]

But what if she does to me?

Isn't religion a personal matter?

[notyourfiend]

Originally Posted by gmku

Him? Him?! Not Her? I think of God as an incredibly sexy mature babe lying naked on a king size bed.

^ God is whatever you invest yr faith into?


But seriously. If you were to change the face of God, imagine what those socio-political implications would be?

I tend to actively avoid religion...with the exception of places that promote liberation theologies and stuff.

[notyourfiend]

Originally Posted by SONIC GAIL

I had to go to this 3 month rehab shit for pot some time ago.

did this make things worse? everybody i've ever known who's had to go to rehab for ms. mary jane has left with a true drug problem.

[SONIC GAIL]

Oh yeah! I don't even think of pot as a drug anymore. From that point I moved on to prescriptions which are the wrst! I swear the withdrawls are as close as you can get to those from heroin. If I could do it over again I would not even try any of that shit. I have an extremly addictive personality. Drugs, food ciggarettes. I have OCD so this compounds the problem because I actually do need some of the scripts I take.

I feel that I am getting a little less dependant these days though. I can actually admit to myself that yes I am a pill junkie. Yes I have to deal with it. I have 2 kids and a husband so I cannot just let the shit take me over. If I really do believe in God I have to face my shortcomings cause they are affecting the lives of those around me.

It will be a problem that I have to deal with for the rest of my life. But I brought it on myself.

[notyourfiend]

I don't think that people who just smoke pot should ever be in rehab.

[SONIC GAIL]

The only physical symptom of being weedless that I have experienced was not being able to sleep at night. Other than that it was all mental. I do not like to change my normal habits.

It does slow the reflexes and I'm sure it's as good for your lungs as ciggarettes, but rehab is rediculous.

I sought out other things to take the place of my pot. I started to eat more (which is just the opposite for most) to replace it. I had food addiction issues. Anorexia..Bulemia..overeating. As soon as they let me go I was smokin again and not eating again.

[finding nobody]

just got a 600 dollar light bill! SWEET!

[Satan]

fuck rehab. i'd rather go to jail.


big ol' box cutter slash on my leg. yeeeah.

[gmku]

Originally Posted by finding nobody

just got a 600 light bill! SWEET!

That's expensive. You probably don't want to know what I pay.

[SONIC GAIL]

Originally Posted by Satan

fuck rehab. i'd rather go to jail.


big ol' box cutter slash on my leg. yeeeah.

It was'nt the locked up in a room rehab, so it could have been worse. I had to go twice a week, plus weekly AA meetings. No substances of any sort allowed. Not even alcohal. They would drug test us. This lady stayed in the room with me and watched me piss into a cup. Jail is not an option when you have a baby so I did what I had to do. Played troubled little girl..."I did'nt know any better"..."I sure did learn my lesson mam"....



ya better put some neosporin on that shit

[SONIC GAIL]

Originally Posted by finding nobody

just got a 600 light bill! SWEET!

That makes me feel much better about mine

[Satan]

Originally Posted by SONIC GAIL

It was'nt the locked up in a room rehab, so it could have been worse. I had to go twice a week, plus weekly AA meetings. No substances of any sort allowed. Not even alcohal. They would drug test us. This lady stayed in the room with me and watched me piss into a cup. Jail is not an option when you have a baby so I did what I had to do. Played troubled little girl..."I did'nt know any better"..."I sure did learn my lesson mam"....



ya better put some neosporin on that shit

no, i mean rehab doesnt work 90% of the time. i mean look at me.

[gmku]

My bill runs around 50 a month, and that's on the high end.

[SONIC GAIL]

2 words
Tetanus Shot

[SONIC GAIL]

Originally Posted by gmku

My bill runs around 50 a month, and that's on the high end.

Are you paying an illegal immigrant to ride on a bike rigged up to hydroelectric power?

[gmku]

900-sq-ft apartment, me alone, gone all day. So lights, TV, stereo, etc., are used only a few hours in the evening. Wash and dry clothes once a week. Run the dishwasher about every 3-4 days.

In May when I ran no a/c or heat, the bill was around 40. With a/c running every day, it's gone up 6 to 10 bucks.

I guess I'm just living efficiently.

My cable bill on the other hand is highway robbery.

[notyourfiend]

Rehab works if you are really, really ready.

Often people really have to hit the bottom.



After years of selling yr body to support yr habit, people get tired and shit. You know?

[SONIC GAIL]

Originally Posted by gmku

900-sq-ft apartment, me alone, gone all day. So lights, TV, stereo, etc., are used only a few hours in the evening. Wash and dry clothes once a week. Run the dishwasher about every 3-4 days.

In May when I ran no a/c or heat, the bill was around 40. With a/c running every day, it's gone up 6 to 10 bucks.

I guess I'm just living efficiently.

My cable bill on the other hand is highway robbery.

So kind to our environment

[Satan]

yeah you have to really want it bad for yourself and 90% of people in rehab are there for other people, not themselves