i get sad and i contemplate suicide - Page 2

floatingslowly · 01.20.2012, 01:38 PM

My god if you make me say something nice, I'm going to be terribly angry with you...

Dr. Eugene Felikson · 01.21.2012, 01:49 PM

Here Hayden, this is for you:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XscKH7dBg4

I know you like hip-hop. So I hope this helps cheer you up if you get a chance to listen.

EVOLghost · 01.22.2012, 08:59 PM

Hayden...if it makes you feel any better, I can let you kill me...

SONIC GAIL · 01.23.2012, 12:53 PM

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Originally Posted by floatingslowly

God, I sure do miss nik. :'(

Yes me too

SONIC GAIL · 01.23.2012, 12:55 PM

The thought comes to mind for me often. I just have to keep goon. I'm really too fucking stubborn to give up.

!@#$%! · 01.23.2012, 01:03 PM

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Originally Posted by SpaceCadetHayden

i don't do any art i don't have the motivation sometimes i write shit but i mostly just listen to xiu xiu and this song is a mess in my bedroom and make fun of rape victims i don't know

ah. white people problems! poor baby. yes, nihilism is hell.

maybe if you try helping a (real) rape victim (in a shelter or something, i don't know), your life won't suck so horribly? get off the internet, etc?

SpaceCadetHayden · 01.24.2012, 01:18 AM

Cum is a hassle.
A million little potential lives
soaked up in a sock.
I just want to go to bed.
I don’t want to clean up.

Genteel Death · 01.26.2012, 06:11 PM

Only Huckleberry Finn got to see his own funeral.

the ikara cult · 01.26.2012, 06:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Genteel Death

Only Huckleberry Finn got to see his own funeral.

This gentleman did too

Genteel Death · 01.26.2012, 06:21 PM

And him too.
(one of the best CM sketches btw)

!@#$%! · 01.28.2012, 01:15 AM

so did hayden off himself or is he just tired of his ego? because i can see how.

floatingslowly · 01.28.2012, 08:05 AM

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Originally Posted by !@#$%!

so did hayden off himself or is he just tired of his ego? because i can see how.

You're the most bitterly boring netizen I've ever encountered.

So.edgy!!!______

Dude McDude · 01.28.2012, 08:07 AM

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Originally Posted by !@#$%!

so did hayden off himself or is he just tired of his ego? because i can see how.

Fuck you

louder · 01.28.2012, 08:08 AM

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Originally Posted by floatingslowly

You're the most bitterly boring netizen I've ever encountered.

So.edgy!!!______

hahaha

Dude McDude · 01.28.2012, 08:13 AM

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Originally Posted by louder

hahaha

This is how flock mentality expresses itself. Way to stand up to bullshit, sheep.

floatingslowly · 01.28.2012, 09:00 AM

I'm going to miss you.

floatingslowly · 01.28.2012, 09:08 AM

Yes. Who else? hayden's not going anywhere and I'll completely forget *4$$%$ within hours.

!@#$%! · 01.28.2012, 12:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Dude McDude

Fuck you

lol that's not what i meant but that's what happens when i post while intoxicated

i meant that suicide is an ego trip, and the ego is a heavy load to carry.

too jungian?

SpaceCadetHayden · 01.28.2012, 05:50 PM

i don't have any ego i am a parasite, a lazy hydra

!@#$%! · 01.28.2012, 06:12 PM

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Originally Posted by SpaceCadetHayden

i don't have any ego i am a parasite, a lazy hydra

not ego in the popular sense, but the idea that you have of what you are, is the ego. it's a mental construct that gets on the way of direct experience of some things (e.g. "i am a lazy hydra"). when it works well it's a handy tool but when it doesn't work it causes pain. people usually get fucked up to get rid of it, but it never leaves completely and then always comes back with the hangover/ comedown-- the coke trip is actually an ego trip vs. psychedelics that blur it. the jesus trip sort of lifts the burden in various degrees depending on theological variations but it depends on maintaining said ego ("individual soul").

01.20.2012, 01:38 PM	#21
floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	My god if you make me say something nice, I'm going to be terribly angry with you...
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01.21.2012, 01:49 PM	#22
Dr. Eugene Felikson invito al cielo Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 7,570	Here Hayden, this is for you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XscKH7dBg4 I know you like hip-hop. So I hope this helps cheer you up if you get a chance to listen.
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01.22.2012, 08:59 PM	#23
EVOLghost invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: cybatraz! Posts: 11,537	Hayden...if it makes you feel any better, I can let you kill me...
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01.23.2012, 12:55 PM	#25
SONIC GAIL invito al cielo Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: I moved from hillbilly Florida to hillbilly Alabama Posts: 3,723	The thought comes to mind for me often. I just have to keep goon. I'm really too fucking stubborn to give up. __________________
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01.24.2012, 01:18 AM	#27
SpaceCadetHayden the end of the ugly Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: the void of civilization Posts: 988	Cum is a hassle. A million little potential lives soaked up in a sock. I just want to go to bed. I don’t want to clean up. __________________
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01.26.2012, 06:11 PM	#28
Genteel Death invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 8,744	Only Huckleberry Finn got to see his own funeral.
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01.26.2012, 06:21 PM	#30
Genteel Death invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 8,744	And him too. (one of the best CM sketches btw)
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01.28.2012, 01:15 AM	#31
!@#$%! invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: mars attacks Posts: 42,460	so did hayden off himself or is he just tired of his ego? because i can see how.
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01.28.2012, 09:00 AM	#36
floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	I'm going to miss you.
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01.28.2012, 09:08 AM	#37
floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	Yes. Who else? hayden's not going anywhere and I'll completely forget *4$$%$ within hours.
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01.28.2012, 05:50 PM	#39
SpaceCadetHayden the end of the ugly Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: the void of civilization Posts: 988	i don't have any ego i am a parasite, a lazy hydra __________________
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