[luxinterior]

Originally Posted by ALIEN ANAL

i dont even know where to start
Me and my friend call our selves "shitty shit shits"
Im very skinny, i feel like i look like i have aids or something, i am very pale, i get pimples on my chin which piss me off, when ever i leave the house feeling confident about my self i usualy catch a glimpse in the car and then just feel shit. Im wayyy to self conscious that i think its going to far. Constantly paranoid that my skin is dry and flaking somewhere, or that my pimples will be bright red. I dont like standing close to people or looking at them because i dont want them to look at me..im such a dweeb haha

Thats me

I keep my distance from people too.
I don't want them looking too closely.

[cryptowonderdruginvogue]

also, i am a very manly man, but i am in touch with my feminine side or whatever.
i dont feel i have the same thoughts/feelings/intentions like "the rest of the boys"
you know?
i feel like im a true gentleman, but yet, i am very emotional
i really care about others, and maybe its just me stereotyping, but i feel like most guys only care about themselves and not anyone around them
then again, this is just from my close group of friends
i have very few friends (like 3-4 friends) that share similar traits with me

[val-holla-ing]

same.

also, i try really hard not to smile when i talk to people because i think my smile is big and goofy and makes me look vulnerable.

[cryptowonderdruginvogue]

Originally Posted by luxinterior

I like the way my bottom teeth are crooked even after braces (twice).

me toooo!!!
except i never got braces cause its just the 2 in the middle.

we are so meant to be! hahahah

Originally Posted by luxinterior

My mouth and lips are big, so they make the bottom half of my face look heavier than the top. My eyes make me look perpetually stoned. It's a familiar face, and I'd hesitate to change anything about it.

from what i've seen, i think you are a very beautiful girl. your lips are awesome.
also, i dig the perpetually stoned look.
when you are talking and making eye contact with a person who has those types of eyes, its just a very calming experience.
you can just talk for hours with a person like this.

i find myself looking around a lot when talking to a person with intense eyes.
sometimes, it makes me feel anxious too.
it sucks.

[ALIEN ANAL]

funny thing is, when i walk out of the house feeling good about my self, i still look like shit with non brushed hair and 2 week old clothes. I also tend to walk to 3 different mirrors in my house with all different lighting when im getting ready to go out. The one in my bathroom is really natural lighting so it shows how pale my skin is and any thing wrong with me, so i often think if i look good in that one ill be right, the room with the other mirrors has a light orange light which seems to hide any blemishes and makes me feel good...but then i run back to the other mirror and feel crap again.

[cryptowonderdruginvogue]

alien: you're a good lookin dude. i know a lot of people with acne, its not that big of a deal. maybe if you were 13-16...

however, if it makes you feel very self-conscious, might i recommend somethings?

[SynthethicalY]

I am obssessed with my weight I think I am way too skinny. I feel ugly, this is maybe because when I was a teenager I would ask girls out and they would tell me that I wasn't their type, that I was not cute. But really I am a good looking person.

[ALIEN ANAL]

thanks crypto, im really not looking for any esteem boosters though, i just feel you have seen good photos of me..why would i post bad ones :P

But yes recommend away, my acne is not even bad but im 19 now i feel i should be past that stage.

[cryptowonderdruginvogue]

eh, stage schmage
i mean, you feel how you feel
you know?
and acne is curable
if its really bringin ya down, do somethin about it
dig?

and honestly, you are a good lookin fellow.
i wasnt just trying to boost your esteem or anything.

[ALIEN ANAL]

mm
so u wanna like...make out or something? :P

I think this board is full of attractive people, i cant be fucked starting another thread on a similar topic...but how confident are you guys in public?

[cryptowonderdruginvogue]

no, im straight
thanks though

[val-holla-ing]

i'm most confident when i'm drunk.

[luxinterior]

Originally Posted by ALIEN ANAL

thanks crypto, im really not looking for any esteem boosters though, i just feel you have seen good photos of me..why would i post bad ones :P

But yes recommend away, my acne is not even bad but im 19 now i feel i should be past that stage.

I know a lot of adults who have acne or other skin problems. It's only a huge deal to the person who has it. Other people probably couldn't care less. I don't have great skin, but I also don't think that having a perfectly clear complexion would change anything other than what I look like in the mirror. I guess for some people, the confidence factor makes a huge difference in their social lives. But I act the same as ever even when I think my skin looks decent.

[SynthethicalY]

I hardly get pimples, and when I do it is in my nose, I feel weird when that happens.

[cryptowonderdruginvogue]

i really do think we should marry someday.

wouldnt that be neat?

[pbradley]

I got big ears.

But whuteva!

[cryptowonderdruginvogue]

Originally Posted by SynthethicalY

I hardly get pimples, and when I do it is in my nose, I feel weird when that happens.

some people have very oily noses
do you use lotion?
what kind?

theres this really good lotion for people with oily faces.

[SynthethicalY]

What is the lotion? I have an oily nose.

[ALIEN ANAL]

haha who isnt Val-holla! i rock when im drunk, i was a freaken punk rocker on stage the other night.

You are prob right about other people not caring but i think it comes from me being really observant..and i see all these tiny details in peoples faces that people might look past..and then it makes me paranoid and think that everyone else thinks like me..

[krastian]

I wish I was hotter.