even when i did nothing in provo, i still had fun. here, i'm so familiar with everything, it's deadening.
tomorrow night i think i'm just slumming in barnes and noble/starbucks and reading. should be.. enthralling. i want to go up to gainesville and see the walkmen but i'm sure there's some excuse from the household barring me from going.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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