What, watching CSPAN footage from the House not doing it for ya?
Read this then..
By the way, I did indeed recently have a singular inner-Apocalyptic meltdown and succumbed to falling to the floor in a cascade of gut-wrenching tears.. but like Bytor I got a lot on my plate lately, and in truth, it was like three fucking years over-do from not properly grieving the last time I faced the jaws of Hell.. Sometimes its cleansing, others its just boring. I prefer the Stoic approach involving inward psychological masochism and other forms of spiritual nihilism [e.g prying open my third eye..
], the end result, what the Fathers call Apatheia
(a state of existence completely voided of passions, not to be confused with apathy which is a complete lack of concern)