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Originally Posted by Nefeli
been having too many uncool dreams about real life
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Had these a few months ago, started up again last night. They were nightmarish in the sense that it was a reliving scenarios of my worst moments in real life only revisited in a different, mundane but newly painful way. I woke up so damned pissed and depressed I didn't know what was affecting me worse, the anger or the sorrow. Its still fucking with me a paper-cut on your right hand that grazes everything you touch and stings, not bad enough to stop you, but strong enough to burn all the way to the depth and core your being. Sighs. Fuck, Shit. and my dreams are usually so pleasant and enjoyable..