I don't think there are any rules about this stuff.
But the fact that you'd even ask is curious. So, you feel guilty you don't feel bad? Do you WISH you felt worse?
Anyway, you'll carry this around forever, and two months is not a long time, so you never know how this'll play out. I just recently started missing my father who died 10 years ago, which was an unexpected change in my previously lukewarm feelings. So as far as I can tell, not caring now doesn't always mean not caring forever.
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