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im stockpiling to avoid homelessness and building whatever cash sources i can.
what i really want is to go off grid but i'd have to kill myself there since coming back would be disaster.
trying to stop addiction is futile since you're just prolonging life which is suffering, addiction usually has to get so bad and scary that you prefer sobriety but if slipping into addiction offers you any brief release or drama at all you'll probably do it. really, talking is a waste of time because it will ONLY be better once we're all dead.
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