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Originally Posted by SuchFriendsAreDangerous
Had these a few months ago, started up again last night. They were nightmarish in the sense that it was a reliving scenarios of my worst moments in real life only revisited in a different, mundane but newly painful way. I woke up so damned pissed and depressed I didn't know what was affecting me worse, the anger or the sorrow. Its still fucking with me a paper-cut on your right hand that grazes everything you touch and stings, not bad enough to stop you, but strong enough to burn all the way to the depth and core your being. Sighs. Fuck, Shit. and my dreams are usually so pleasant and enjoyable..
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im sorry. apart from the awful feeling while waking up, which we cant fight, i say try to ignore them during the rest of the day.
i really dont have anything to suggest.
i was cleansed from all bad feelings for almost 6 weeks and it has been amazing. no parameter of my life had changed, but i was feeling great. i tried to make it last more and i dont want to admit that it has ended.