working on this now. with oils. the 3rd i m working on and smth finally starts to happen.
im focused on learning the media and fixing my strokes etc
and now new thoughts surface; about feelings. and what my purpose is, and what my goal really is.
and i m thinking wtf man, i dont need now to think about that too. its smth that is supposed to come naturally.
one step at the time, you know. so shut up. even if with this subject i dont get the feeling, its ok.