im on a thin line past minutes, but i have decided that today it is gonna be a good day.
after finishing the last painting, somehow my mood went deeper in the sink again.
i did a bad drawing, my first after 6 months.
for the record its from the most beautiful photograph of my mother taken by my father and i hadnt seen it till last week.
then i worked on smth else with awful results again.
so im leaving those behind for the time being.
will put some music on, clean the house, go to grocery flea market, have my coffee and then start on smth new.
the only thing that is missing is yoga.
my mother gave me some money yesterday and i havent decided what to do with them: pay for a month yoga, pay for the annual blood tests that i ahvent done yet, or buy canvases and painting colors that i will need pretty soon?