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Originally Posted by !@#$%!
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so--- is suchfriends looking for a girlfriend but is repressing the urge? or is he being denied? philosophy is usually born from pain.
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sort of.. I am actually in a cool situation with a really cool woman, but honestly, that last few relationships I have been in didn't go as deeply as I would have liked, and with this woman, I enjoy letting things flow in a natural pace, but we've really made a deep connection and honestly I'd like it to naturally flow in a closer direction, but it seems to be taking its appropriate time.
I am not in rush for this particular woman so much as it seem in my heart that I have been yearning for something deeper, something more than I have had with my past few relationships.
What I am not understanding really is why then when my dating, working, family, and social situations all seem to be quite cool and content, does my heart
"feel like more?"
My question then is not really about any particular woman or the lack thereof, more so about why even in relationships or in-between, do we in our hearts and souls have these deeper yearnings for intimate connections? You can't force these things, time unveils them on their own progression, but I can't help lately wanting things to progress more.
Again, I don't want to rush this woman I am dating now so much as I would love if serendipity came to the rescue of my heart and perhaps love might find me again? Realistically, I've been dating women for years, but I haven't been in soul-moving love for some time, maybe I just read way to much Gabriel Garcia-Marquez
