It's just been crazy not being drunk for the first time since I was 12....it's still a struggle and the fact that everything is so fucking crazy doesn't exactly help!! I don't know, I was just drunk for so long for any given reason that not having it in my life was a pretty big deal. I'm still 100% me, but I feel like a different person....for the better.
I just figured I'd be still be drinking and shit at like 40, but it all caught up with me in so many ways.
Still smokin' though, heh.
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