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Old 04.29.2011, 07:55 AM   #26612
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Originally Posted by kinnikpasswordforgetter
i need to work out what im doing with my life.

i have my novel. which is about 2 novels worth of notes and maybe 35 pages of actual novel. at this rate i will finish it in 10 years if im lucky.

maybe i should abandon it. im not exageratting when i say it has LITERALLY taken over my life. but to give up on it... ive given up on EVERYTHING in my life so far. it would just make everything thats happened over the past few years meaningless. which it is already i suppose.

this novel is part of the reason im sober, the reason i left all my friends, the reason i have little else going on in life now apart from when im writing it. but it just doesnt seem to end. even tho i have about 25 endings. it just incorporates more and more things. i dont think it will ever stop. and its all pointless. but it could be a real novel...

whatever the solution i need to do something because im stuck in a damned inertia that is just making me lazier and duller and deader everyday.

gotta finish it. I am coming back to my book every 6 months or so. I am too busy. I have pages upon pages of chicken scratch I need to refine into a logical order. Whatever you end up turning it into it will be great I am sure
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