[fishmonkey]

i used to do acid all the time and then i just stopped, and i used to do it every so often.

then i'd get these hair-brained ideas... "ohh i love to do a trip" and i'd rope in me mates and we'd all go trippin and that would be enough for another 6 months, then i'd get the urge again drop it and go... "why the fuck did i do that"
then the last time i did it i said - "ok when i come down off this i'm never doing it again"

and i didnt and have no desire to either.
guess i must be getting older and wiser.

sorry to hear about yr freakout, its the risk you take when you take acid i suppose.