this is the first period of my life in ages, since i thought santa claus was real and i had an invisible friend, i haven't wanted to fucking end it all and my family just.. make me want a goddamn drink and pills. i just want to be fucking happy. why is that so much.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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