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i had decided not to ever bother again with the art uni exams.
unless i decide to work on this, dedicated for a year for this.
thats all it takes, i have concluded.
i have taken them many times, its embarrassing; and i can ignore the embarassment, its not like many people know or that it should matter in the first place.
its just that i always go unprepared and somehow doing there my worst work. and still life, no practice at all, gets to be the worst.
but now..thinking i might do it again. since i still havent started the day job and can go. i just wish i could go totally undercover but there are at least 3 people who will wonder where i am -daily phonecalls.. so i will have to tell them.
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