the highlight, i think, of my academic career thusfar has been an english oral i had to present in ninth grade about my favorite book as a child. as soon as i got to the podium, i forgot EVERYTHING except what book it was (anna karenina). i said some incredibly silly things. my teacher cut me off a minute short because she realized i was up there pulling things out of the sky. i even mentioned how i had a huge crush on one of the characters and thought anna was a "silly scarlet woman".
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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