Im still fucking crazy
Been taking care of my mom for the past 6 months while SFH
Schizo, dementia, kidneys failing, operating at 13% rn
She's terminal gang
Lord help me
At least I have a great job now, my own house
Sober now, still exercising like a fucker, but i sit on my ass 12 hrs a day working
FUck me im worhtless
Still terrified of existence, super aware of the void at all times
lord help me
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