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Originally Posted by Cunt
That’s self-preservation, not happiness.
We are a social species, isolation doesn’t suit anybody.
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if things or people dont do you good, i dont mean they harm you, but they dont do you good, then yes, call it self preservation. or whatever you like.
thing is, it was absolutely relaxing. didnt have a single bad thought about all the shit i (all of us) have to deal with. did have nightmares of course.
and i m at an age, long time now, that i can distinguish feelings from eachother; it was happiness, as i was going there, as i arrived and the first few days and i knew it wouldnt last. i m in love with that place since a child.
it was, is, a place love.
and i did chat a bit with people. i like when i m alone somewhere and i start a small talk with people i dont know. its refreshing.
i m isolated most of the day here- at home, in my city as well. i just meet with people later.
since a kid, i liked being alone. thats not loneliness or lack of social skills.
duh. i know people who cant stand being alone..how do you call that? (rhetorical).