last night was the first night in a month i haven't had a nightmare but it was so lovely i just want to tear my body apart
i'm STILL being told by my insane mother that my GETTING MY LIFE IN ORDER and my healthy, dare i say almost flawless relationship is "getting in the way of spending time with my little brother". quote unquote. i told her i think that's fucking sick.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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