The bipolar part only affects me at my extremes. The 25 migraine days a month however is what is dibilitating. I have jto call off, the anxiety compounds, the job loss is inevitable.
When the migraines started at 14, and up to to age 26, I powered through. I endured because I didn't know there was any other way to live. My first hospitalization broke me. I can't endure the physical pain anymore.
|