i ve been very sad, because of Adam, but also i have to admit for my own petty reasons and for especially the latter, i should reverse it, because i have so many things to be thankful for. and i have painting.
on friday, i did the perfect under circumstances, night out: small bar, good dance music and i was with very few people, people not from my regular gang, who i like a lot though. we ended up the 3-4 of us talking till noon the next day. almost destroyed myself, but slept through whole saturday and i m fine now.
Genteel Death, i m gonna dedicate one of our song to Adam now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4QGi-KDZ2M