I think I've known that I was heterosexual all my life. Sometimes I questioned it growing up. But it has always just seemed to make sense. My earliest sexual thought that I can remember was in 1st grade I imagined what this one girl would like naked. I considered her prettiest in my class. I wasn't the type of kid who had girlfriends when I was little though. I played with the boys because they shared my common interests (violence.)
Its odd though. My first best friend turned out to be gay. I was always sort of a reject. I thought he was cool, but I guess he was probably a reject too and that is why we were friends.
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