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Originally Posted by Severian
I’ve been on the verge of being cigarette free for like seven years. I only smoke once in the morning before work, once at night after work — right after I wake up and right before I go to bed.
Was a pack-a-day guy for years, and I figured it would be easy to ween down to to nothing from next to nothing.
Spoiler: It’s actually harder with cigarettes for some reason.
I’ve had to ween myself down from pain medications following aforementioned accidents and surgeries... rather large doses... and that — the thing that’s responsible for a national epidemic — was easier by FUCKING MILES than going from 2 cigs/day to 0 cigs a day.
I’m afraid I’m going to light-smoke myself to death because I want to smash things when I go without those wee little bumps. |
see, that's weird. I'm probably missing something in my body that would enable nicotine addiction or something. but I've been more-less a smoker since 19 but it has always been an on-and-off thing and I never felt an urge to smoke. There have been countless times when I simply forgot about smoking for long months or even years. I never feel the urge to go and buy smokes - I only do that before I know I'll go out drinking (which happens only very rarely lately).
But the mystic "nicotine additction" is something I've never experienced and hopefully never will.