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normal?
you're in hell with all the other hungry ghosts.
there's nowhere to go for a reason.
consumer slaves can be better addicted to commodities and harvested for profits when they are isolated units, unable to organize collectively or even enjoy each others company in ways that don't require all their money to be wasted. people seem terrified of intimacy that isn't sexual or drug based or part of a job.
isolation afflicts everyone now, except the rich. i dont have a solution, and noone else does. if you were to say this somewhere more public you'd get lambasted with positive sounding "advice" meant to secretly scold you into getting a job/keeping appearances up somehow. like its all your fault.
being alone as we are today is unique in history and its not something the brain or body is built for. there really are no solutions. you could start hooking up with people online for sex, but theres all the stds and problems that come with that. you could become a drug addict, which is how most people deal with it.
i go for very long walks. if you have a dog, you can walk it a lot. you can get a bicycle (and a lock obviously cos it will be stolen) and go find spots to read books in. there's really no answer. we're all suffering in this way now.
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