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Originally Posted by schizophrenicroom
Ahh, love to all of you.
I think in the next few days as school winds down I'll tell him. I guess it'll be kind of easy. We've been friends a really long time. I don't think there's a whole lot to lose.
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Trust me there is plenty to lose. I speak from experience on this matter.
After my girlfriend dumped me for my best friend, I tried asking a girl who I'd been friends w/ a long time to start a relationship. She teased me, of course, & then just gave me the calssic, you're not my type bull-shit. & ever since that moment, I've lost everything. My friends just up & decided I wasn't their friend anymore (all of them). & of course I lost the friendship w/ the girl that I wanted to be w/. So, take it from someone who knows.
I just really wish I had a love in my life. I miss that feeling of waking in someone's arms & having them say I love you, & I'll always be w/ you.
Which that is a terrible lie to say to someone.
I'm just really hurting emotionally in my life for the same reasons you are talking about.
& I've tried everything I know how to meet women & get into a friendship, or a relationship w/ them. But all they ever end up doing is rejecting me.