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every time i get there my relatives find a way to just try and guilt trip me. i'm sorry i'm at the healthiest point i've ever been in my life physically and mentally. i'm sorry i'm such a goddamn burden because i'm choosing to do different things with my life. ugh.
i hate writing. i honestly look up to conor oberst as a writer and i shouldn't. i'm always afraid of ripping him off. dude's all i listen to.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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