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Originally Posted by Satan
yeah i know, i've been there, heroin, pain pills, cocaine, downers, everything. it sucks. it consumes you. i just don't wanna feel like shit and my insurance (YES !@£$@£!@£$@ I HAVE INSURANCE NOW) is paying for it, it's not like i'm going and scoring on the street. i have to take downers or drink to sleep. i have to take painkillers if i want to be able to walk right. it's not about getting wasted anymore, i've done that to death. i just want to feel okay.
/rationale for drug abuse
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I gotcha ....I have to take xanax for my anxiety. I just have to monitor closely how many i consume. I will probably never be able to totally be free of them cauise I start hallucinating and hearing shit when I run out. Prozac does minimal to control it. Thats how I am noe I just want to feel like normal people do that is it. New york and yr man being good to you? you seem to have found a bit of happiness. I am happy for you.