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Originally Posted by alteredcourse
Sorry adam, I must clarify: Why do you cry ? Are you upset over your losses? Or do you feel a disconnect between your physical orgasm and your mind, like youre not even there to enjoy it? or?
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Cumming reminds me of my x-girlfriend.
I dunno if I ever said this, but I never jerked off before I met a girl. I came the first time I got a handjob for the first time. In fact, I didn't jack off until I was.. um.. 16 or so, so nearly 2 years later! I dunno why. I spent a good year making up for the time lost haha. But yeah honestly in the past 7 years, I've jerked off very rarely, solo -- I've always had a girl to do it for me (that sentence sounds kinda bad but I don't know how else to word it -- but yeah the pleasure was mutual, I was getting them/her off too).
So I guess I associate cumming with being with her. And it's just not the same. It just feels... wrong to me. Not that it IS wrong, it just feels weird. Like I'm not even there to enjoy it.. yeah, that sounds about right.