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For the first time in years I am really depressed. I went from living in a community where I was always engaged and had lots of friends around me at any given point in time, to a situation of relative isolation I wanted to also live with friends but that never wound up working out. I know lots of people around me but they never call because they are living with friends and we were always more acquaintances than anything else. I love my gf but she is way introverted and having 3 people over (which has happened idk 3 times since august) apparently constitutes a party. Nothing gets done. I feel like I'm going crazy. All I look forward too in the week is auditing a course at the school I graduated from, because then I'm with friends and using my noggin.
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