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i suppose i should be slightly frightened but it just makes me want to take more, i have not had enough trips! even so i feel i have learned more through them than anything else in my life.
i always have to learn the hard way, go in deeper.
you're right, just cos my one bad trip turned into a good trip doesnt mean it will all be ok going forwards and im through the worst of it, coming out the other side once may just mean i didnt really go through anything that bad____
im not looking to push myself over the edge just got to keep pushing the boundaries or im not content.
i stayed away when i knew it would be a bad idea to push myself but i was just waiting for the right time again when my head was calm
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