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Haha, aw T&B...youre too funny.
But I want to know too, atsonicpark!
That sucks guys, the change.
I tried to do the same shit with my man, a couple times, but we just held it together. A few years later, I'm mostly glad that I never went off searching for something that I couldnt even name. It just wasnt...functional enough of a reason for me, I guess. I still do want to try some shit I never have, leave my comfort zone in some ways, break out of the rat race with my own ideas etc. But I dont feel like I have to be split from my guy to do those things. Apart of me does wonder if I'd be forced into getting the focus required to make certain changes if I'd split from him, but finding a partner that I truly enjoy being around, and fuck, enjoys being around me, as I live along with a growing general hatred for humans, is enough of a lucky strike for me to just feel really grateful for. I think I can still do some of the seeking about my individuality that girls seem to be about these days, with a partner.
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