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when I was younger, I got engaged to a girl I loved dearly.
I even moved in with her and her mother in order to save enough money for the wedding/house/whatevercamenext.
well, it didn't work out. I was too crazy and she grew too frigid living with her mother (sex life died fast).
anyways, one day we decided to end it. I was devastated. I was sure that that was it for me and my life. she seemed so perfect that I didn't see how it would be even possible to replace the loss.
time is good at changing minds.
that said...
you aren't doing either her or yrself any good by clinging. the old adage "if you love soemthing set it free...yadda...yadda" often holds true.
let her do what she needs to get right with herself, otherwise, she'll be no good for you anyways.
GET OFF THE FUCKING PILLS.
GO OUT.
FIND SOME VAGINA (assuming that won't affect yr current relationship for the worse).
yr feels lots better.
The End isn't due for a couple more years yet. enjoy it while you can.
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