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I experienced something similar to this. I loved a girl, and we were part of each others' lives from the time we were 14 until a few months ago. We were so similar in so many ways. Our thought processes were even alike. We thought about the same things, questioned the same way, and within one another we found someone who we could fully relate to. That was the best feeling I ever had. And the worst was when I realized we were growing up, and in different directions. About a couple years ago, I knew it was over. We continued to try to get back together with new ideas and approaches, but it wouldnt last more than 2 weeks at a time. We would even try being friends. But after awhile of hanging out as friends, one of us would start to develop ideas and feelings again.
The last 2.5 years of our relationship was very painful. And that is what I told her. I didnt want to see her anymore, as a lover, or as a friend. It confused me, it hurt me, and it was clear that we would never be together again, and in order for me to move on, I had to stop talking to her.
So i moved 400+ miles away and deleted her number from my phone.
thats how I dealt with the issue. But im really good at running away from my problems.
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