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Originally Posted by SYRFox
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oh dear god why, but why, does this happen to me, and how it breaks my heart with sorrows too numerous to describe, too intense to utter. i am overcome with sadness, with numbness, with despair even, and as tears run down my face i feel the meaning of my life disappearing, my will to live slipping away, and i cry again "why me god!? why me??", and i curse his cruelty, the absurdity of his will, and i think that nobody, not even job, has suffered like i suffer, and i think about the end, my only friend, and i dream of the sweet sweet consolation of oblivion, and i say, "kurt cobain, here i come!" as i realize that nothing, but nothing, nothing is worth it anymore... goodbye cruel world!