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Originally Posted by SpectralJulianIsNotDead
Ever notice after maintaining your composure through a series of harrowing events, you snap at something entirely small?
A relative of mine tried to kill themselves 3 times this week, and though I've been very worried and upset, I've maintained my composure and focus.
But I just opened a package that I ordered and they got the order wrong and now I feel completely overwhelmed by everything. I can't think straight. I'm angry, I'm depressed. . .
It's slightly comedic. . .
I feel like I'm having a Steve Martin or a Larry David or a Bill Murray moment or something. Except I'm not physically getting violent or verbally getting violent, the explosions in my head.
My head hurts.
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It's fucking easy to get angry or upset at the little things like this, mainly because they don't often have someone there to get upset or angry back. Don't start thinking your emotionally cold or anything, naturally we have an emotional bumper of numbness when the really heavy shit hits like it has here.