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Originally Posted by Cantankerous

leave me alone, i invited him over and we had a slumber party and i said sorry


mentally i feel a bit better, certainly much more sane. actually i don't know why i was acting so silly.
but physically i'm doing terribly, even worse than yesterday...i'm too weak in the hands to use a lighter or squeeze the toothpaste out and it takes a minute to get up out of bed. and i have a fever and it hurts in my ears to swallow.

cankers-- go see a docteur. you probably need a shot of vitamin b also. your "partying" (i'm using the verb in the jerry springer sense) has got you poisoned. that shit is not recreational anymore-- it's just a big fucking load of pain.

i've been hammering this over your head for a while now but shit, you have to take care of yourself first, get your body detoxed and repaired, and your mind somewhat put together before you try to please people and put on public appearances. come clean about your motherfucking problem and recruit the help of friends and family. you can't you can't you can't you fucking can't do this all on your own.

 

but bitch, you gotta take the first mothefucking step and notify people. grow some balls and DO IT. come on already.