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i grew up around cokeheads.

there was the guy who had to snort to stay normal, he didn't get high anymore, he just used it so he wouldn't get so depressed he'd kill himself

then the guy who flew to spain with a bag on him so he could pay for his habit & got caught at the airport & they threw him in jail

the guy who at the very metion of cocaine would feel compelled to shit -- like the pavlov's dog of defecation

the many girls teenage who would fuck dirty old geezers so they could snort some

decapitating car accidents by people who were drunk and coked up. every weekend.

my friend who shall remain anonymous who got into dental school top of the class and after 2 years he was kicked out for bad grades & became some kind of shitty salesman.

people having heart attacks in their 20s and 30s

lots of stories i can't even begin to remember. from small shit like people bickering like bitches in the back of the car about who was going to snort the last scrape off the paper, to demented conversations that made no sense whatsoever, to seeing some bitch with a newborn baby breastfeed her child after a night of snorting coke, and then the baby starts crying nonstop.

all a bunch of losers at the end.

and while the initial effects may be pleasurable, who the fuck can keep from becoming a coke hound and wanting and thinking about nothing but coke, to the detriment of everything else, including sex, or your own fucking life or the lives of others?

fuck cocaine. a fucking loser drug. fuck it.