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about the whole "forgiveness" thing, I have a few things to drop on the matter...
in my experience it's not even a "forgive 'em" matte ror not, it's much more how hard it is to cope with the thought that persons you considered to be honest to you showed up how fucked up things really are in the first place.
with my bandmates going ape from day one to 2 in zero seconds and leaving me after all of the sacrifices I made to make ends meet and get the $$$ to record the album, I really am done with the whole social thing. I mean - for sure, there's nice people out there but I realized you can't fall in love with all the people you meet and bond them forever.
I've spent a year thinking I found the best friends in life and to think about it it now, it's just a grief and I don't really hold grudges, I'm just aggraveted for the fact that I thought I had someone special close to me.
So even if I am not pissed off about it, I can't say I'd punch them in their faces. Much better to stay away from them and never forget what happened - the good memories and the bad.
my 2 cents...
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