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Originally Posted by phoenix
but in reality there couldn't be any longevity to a relationship, due to the way you both are, not wanting to be tied down or held up.. and most likely they dont feel the way they seemed to feel about you in the past..
its just a weird feeling. I've missed her for months and when I finally see her its just so unfulfilling. because I still love her. it doesnt make me sad. Although I cried on the way home a little, Im not sure why(well it was because I was listening to the cure thinking about her), I think it was just overwhelming.
her hair had grown a bit, she looked healthy. new dress, same black crazy japanese converse. tired but well. i dont know. I worry because she said she went back home north for a while. north = drugs, wel, drug town.
she has a boyfriend up there or something. but she seemed pretty close with one of the housemates too. but thats how she's always been. sweet soul.
and I just still love her so much. its bizarre. I miss being as close to her as I used to be.
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Woah, woah WOAH!! Are you me and am I you? Cos Jesus Christ it sure as hell seems like it. I'm in the same boat as you are on this situation. I had been away in Canada for the last 5 and a 1/2 months and my best friend Evelyn and I before I left were like
that *crosses fingers* but when I came back...things have felt weird. It doesn't feel completly natural, conversation doesn't seem to flow and we always seemed to be trying to think of something to say rather than just shutting up for 5 minutes and being ok with it.
Anyway for my advice- leave it. see how things go. Don't feel forced to be great friends just 'cos you were. It upsets me to think that's how it's gonna have to be but if me and Evelyn continue to drift then that's the way things are gonna have to be and I'm sure your the same but that's my advice. People drift in and out.
I noticed the bloody sig! Wilde=Human Legend