hah, true. i was just really tired of reading back on my thoughts. i sounded like i was half-heartedly trying to rip off douglas coupland's writing style.
i'm in some sort of mindset change. i don't think anybody knows.
the community college has a class i might sign up for. i get ideas for photos all the time and have a camera in mind at best buy (even though my cash well is dry). my small digital just doesn't cut it.. i need a nice one i can care about.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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