i really need to get into actual photography. i stopped keeping journals as a last resort to finally get a hold of myself but i'm more or less now stripped of a way to document everything. i just take shitty myspace photos of myself half-smiling.
but that's an awesome major/minor. i go between sociology and international relations, marketing, and history as my second course of study. i used to think computer science was it but it's just too cold for me. i need warmth in a subject.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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