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hmm. i'd consider it a blessing that you weren't born a girl. almost all of them are pretty fucking illogical and ridiculous.
but i tend to think maybe i should have been a girl too. or maybe i'm secretly gay. every girl i've ever been attracted to is VERY boyish looking -- and girls that most dudes think is hot, like jennifer lopez and eva longoria and so on, i think are just disgusting looking (and probably disgusting individuals). i actually really like clothes a lot, especially women's clothes.. and i enjoy a finger in my ass. i tend to not have fun at all fucking a girl's vagina but a nice blowjob is amazing!
i know those are all weird sexual things and they probably don't have any real light to shed on me being gay or if i'd be better as a woman, but i secretly think we all have curiosities, desires, etc.. obviously.. and i also theorize that we're all secretly somewhat gay. i mean, every girl i've ever known has said that other girls are hot, and a few of us (me included) guys will admit if a guy's good looking or attractive or whatever. if we can admit someone of our own sex is attractive -- if we recognize this, if we ourselves are ATTRACTED -- then doesn't that make us somewhat "gay"?
anyway, yeah, i used to wonder why i wasn't a girl when i was little. and luckily about a year ago my girlfriend cut her hair really short so she looks exactly like a boy with boobs, and that was enough for me to be happy and enjoy the best of both worlds kinda. so yeah.
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