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Originally Posted by luxinterior
Also...fuckin hair metal, man. But you know that already.
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hahaha!
ive missed ya becky!
where ya been??
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Originally Posted by !@#$%!
i got "cured" from chronic depression (i shit you not), but i do not discuss these matters in the open as they only invite the misinterpretation of fools.
good move on not trying to manipulate your emotions with drink/shopping/etc. (and i may add: sex is delicious but it's no cure).
for now i would simply suggest you try plenty of sleep (with no lights, no tv on, no headphones), and 15 minutes of sunlight every day. a light outdoor workout is ideal for this (bike ride? jog?).
if that doesn't work, you're having shitty thoughts and living a false life-- there's no way to manipulate that & you need to look at the root causes. but i'm not going to go into that just right now. only consider that just like depression, "thoughts" are also chemical.
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thanks for the advice
there's been a couple of fucked up things happening (illness, relationships, and so on) but i am aware that they are there
i deal with it, but i still feel shitty sometimes
seeing my friend suffer has really fucked me up good
sometimes i get this overwhelming feeling that im going to die one day and i cant do anything about it
or maybe its the fact that i dont know if ill die today or tommorow or in a year, etc.etc.
i just dont want to let go, not yet
oh and i did not know sleeping with the tv on and/or playing music was bad for ya
i do it almost every night because i am afraid of sleeping in the dark when im alone