[Alex's Trip]

Fuck.

I don't really like my parents. I don't mean in an angsty way, I just have been indifferent to them, not wanting to be around them or the rest of my family. And I feel bad for that. My dad was talking to me about how I should be doing more because they don't feel like they are appreciated by me (even though they don't really do a whole lot for me). He said "we feel like you don't like us" and he paused as if he wanted some reassurance, and I couldn't give it to him. I feel terrible. It was a good chance to tell him too. But I couldn't do it.